Thank You Very much for your comment on Edward

I havent seen it since im more into lovey story animes i always delayed to watch animes in that genre so not yet and maybe not in the next time

XD men can be really bizarre sometimes, there's no way around it. I suppose I could try to use psychology and intuition to try to break down the reasons behind his actions or something, but it would probably just turn out that he wears woman's underwear that's too small for him and poses in front of the mirror for fun and the blood loss goes to his head and makes him think he's God or something, and I really just don't wan to go there, you know? o_o

hahaha okay, so I've sometimes got a way too overactive imagination for my own good, I know it. And yeah, I could have just put that image into your head and you could end up laughing at him on class for no reason. But if you did do that, he would probably just lose all of his confidence around you and blush a lot or something. Then you'd laugh some more and give him self esteem issues and drive him into therapy and it would be tragic! (but also funny)

>_> and that's enough talk like that from me thank you very much I think ^_^;

Anyway, I'm glad you liked my idea about the sea shells so well. It's raining a lot here now though, so I'm stranded at home this weekend. You should have seen it at the library though, it was so crowded. Apparently a rainy day in spring means big business for the people with the books and stuff. It makes sense though. If you go to the library when it's raining, you can take the book out on the beach when the sun comes back out if you want n_n

Yeah that was sure effective well theonly thing my parents said was if you wanna smoke then do so but we dont give you money anymore.
Well it was a rebellious age and i diddnr hear on my parents so i keept smoking.

Today was visited my sister and her daughter and now im beat, playing with little kids is sure exhausting

Well i wish there people in the past who justtook away the Cigarettes for me :)
When i started i didnt really care aboutmy health and know i cant quit but dont work i dont smoke in public since i wander alone at night in the Town there arent anybody who will be bothered by that and if i meet children i alway change the to the other side of the street;)
My Older sister has a child so since then i pay attention where i smoke.

Our lives can just get better i think
im sure that we will have different paths open up for us with the time

WHAT WAS THE GOOD NEWS AND HOW WAS your BROTHER'S EXAM?

Well im happy for you to see that you really try to reach you goal ;)

Im not drinking and thats a good side about me but the bad side is my Habit for Smoking.
Ive started when i was 14 and know it is impossible to let it go since everytime i was alone i had still my Chigaretes wich always helped me to think clearly

You know i have own moral code "As long as you ive you can get Higher, so Fight until Death beause you can rest when youre Dead"
Hope you understand what i wanna say with it.
S that would be something i would say to people who think about suicde, dont give up because it just can be better and if not then Fight until it kills you but never give up youre live.

Well Its nice to hear that you plan to Study until youre 23 and that you have a goal in live youre realy work for and i admire that you chase youre dream because thats something the most people have given up and thats like being dead.

okay To much talk about Death XD

So oure 18 years young... a good age i think at least for the common people here in Germany because the can buy Alcohol even if i was never one of those people

Soni is a nice nickname;)

im already 20 and 21 on the 18 April so not uch time.
I have two sister a younger and a older but i dont have a good relationship with my family expect my older sister.
Right now im searching for a job but i dont have a driver license and the towns around here harent big so there arent any jobs and since i was kicked out in the 9th grade it isnt easy for me.
But im not depressed about that so i keep moving ;)

Chiyo

He always say to me "You are a very innocent girl, and the only girl I believe who never speak lies". & sometimes he say "I'm your teacher but you can also see me as your brother"

you're teacher sounds rather odd to me... probably the sort it's best to distance yourself with I think. Like, try to be very, very dispassionate and look reserved and stuffy. Give answers when he asks, but not say any more than that. That's what I'd do anyway if some teacher I had said that stuff to me. Back away slowly and avoid him like the plague! ^_^; But then, sometimes I have been known to over react to things, and it's not like I've ever met him so I don't know.

Chiyo

"Beach Walk" It sounds so great
I went to beach on last December. The season was cold as well as the Sea Water. I enjoyed very much. Playing with my brother & lo...ts of Sand & Water. That was so fun. I also bought some beautiful shells from there. I really enjoyed very much.

The weather here is getting nicer and nicer, so it will mean the beach will be more crowded, but I will still go and hope there are not too many dogs o_o (cuz they scare me a little) I'm starting a sea shell collection on my window sill, one for each walk... until it gets full, then I will put them outside by the flowers or something ans start again. I hope the weather cools down for you sometime soon so you can go out during the regular day sometime. But then, if you collect shells during the winter becasue it's warm enough for you to go there then, you can tell me about it then and I will be really jealous of you (but still glad for you of course n_n)

chiyochan

Thanks imglad to hear that the same goes for ;)

Lets just say that for the moment i stuck atsome point i cant domuch out of my life so i wast it, imnot unhappy aboput that but imnot happy either.
You know my dream is it to move away from germany as fast es possible so since i dont have a job anymore and it looks like i dont get one for a onger time so im a bit depressed that i cant move forward.
But im always happy when i sit in front of my Computerand can write with you here or other people :)

I exactly know what you mean since imin a kinda similar situation since i dont have many friends and no interests i just live day by day without doing anything, so im just exist but not live.

Its kinda sad to know that the most people dont really live so thats why they are complaining all the day they just dont happy

My exams were awesome.my result is out i got 92.4%.and got highest grades in the class.

Yeah i think in every culutre you can find something wich can help you in many ways maybe because of the the difference in lifestyle.

I see its more Personal.
I have a similar Group so i thought maybe youre interested in but the activity of the people there isnt high and im almost out of topics XD

AnywayIm a great Fan the japanese Culuture because it has something Quiet it is silent and calms me down when im think about it XD